Friday, December 31, 2010

New year.

2010 getting over. So , just wanna say sorry if i hurts you guys this year. Sengaja atau pun tak , SORRY. So many things happened  this year. Seriously , i LOVED 2010 ! Happiness,sadness that i've been trough this year , i really gonna missed it. For the first time , i'll confess everything here.

Started with the sadness story..
I admit it that when i broke off with him , the only thing tht i can think is die. Sounds stupid , but no ones understand me that time. My heart broken with the lies. I tried to hide it , but i can't. Then, fight with that guy. Truly i said , i miss him badly. I don't even care wht people will says because they dont understand me even him. Just a wonderful lies happened. Eventho me yg decides, but the pain was really really deep. But now , i do not hurts anymore and the pain is OVER :)
Then,what a bad results fr PMR .. Going down down down , and i just can't believe its gonna being like that. I've tried so hard to answer all the questions and i onlt got 2 ! Kesian. Than ! The most thing i hated , when my aunts talked bout my results. They said i'm not studying and i just play around. Hey ! Who the hell are you wanna talked bout it? Your son and daugther got straight A's? No rite ? So can you guys just talk to the hand ??!! You guys never knows how feel. Jangan jadi BATU API dgn my mom please? Just stop it. !
Next, what a bad confession between us,dude. Kinda regret about it. Now, you leave me and ignore all the words that you've said. The promises between you and me, sweet words from you , and our daily text-ing, you've forget everything. Such a useless guy. I never mad bout it , but all the hopes that you've gve to me , its just a LIE!! :)
Last, I AM GONNA LEAVE MY CLASSMATES !! My god, i really will miss them so much :( the teachers,friends,brothers,sisters,enemies and both of them. Such a wonderful year with you guys. Thank you for the sweetness memories between me and youguys. Bila kena marah dengan cikgu semua , bila ketawa sama sama , nangis suka suka , sumpah aku akan rindu. Tak akan ada balik yg mcm this year punya. Dah mcm satu keluarga bahagia , and 1 Malaysia :) Saranghae !!!

The happiness :)

Ada ker? Umm.. Well , masuk mathclinics , got new friends. They are freaking kind babe ! Always shared each other. Gurau senda yang tak pernah berhenti. The tutours yg sporting gilaa , dah mcm abang dgn adik adik , ayah dgn anak anak. Oh yah ! Daniel mirza , this guy , if tak ad dia , sumpah bosan gilaa class. Because , dia lah yg menceriakan class dgn lawak bodoh dia tuh.. Our " Abang Kacak " , always has a thousands of jokes that will make us laughing !! Dude , you are the awesome one ! xoxo from us ;D Yang lain pun sama. Haaa, thia girl , Qilah , talkative teramat :'* Sporting gilaaa , cool gilaaa, caring gilaaaa , awesome gilaaa. ILOVEYOUFOREVERTILLDEATH :) Iam gonna miss form3 group E :D
Newbestbuddy this year. they are Sara,alia , and fauza (the old one) . We always shares. We always cares. The pain , we will always feel together. Thats what we called a Friendship never end ! Together all the time.
p/s: not lesbian okay ? Haaa..I'll always remember our beautiful memory.
I like when talk about this :) I am having crush on the same person as last year. haha.. cam bodo je en. Well , this is what i feel rite now. I'm not gonna tell him , i'm afraid to get hurt again. Eventho it will not gonna work,but i trust on fate. Having so much fun the end of this year with you. So yea , thank you.

Okay, i will get over it. Too long babe. First time tulis panjang2. Hahha. So yea ,


HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS !!
WELCOME 2011 !
HOPE YOU WILL BE A WONDERFUL YEAR AS 2010 :)

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